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"When will this stop?!"  I thought.  Eliana lay on my lap screaming, after already screaming and throwing her temper tantrum for almost 40 minutes.  Esther lay on the floor naked except for her diaper.  She had already fought to throw her blanket, tigger, and stuffed bear far from her, and now came the fight about her diaper.  She defiantly unstrapped her diaper, still laying on the bottom portion.  Calmly, I explained to her that if she took off her diaper that she'd have to use the potty, she flipped up the front part and fastened it again.  Then while still screaming, "NO DIAPER.", I continued to explain that she could take off her diaper, but she'd have to use the potty.  She slowly weighed the consequences and then unfastened her diaper. 

She continued to cry and fuss, all the while pushing her diaper farther from her with her tiny little feet.  After only a few moments, she reweigh the consequences and decided that she did want her diaper on.  "You said, no diaper, and you took them off.  I can't help you right now, I have Eliana in my lap.  I'm sorry Baby Girl, you'll have to wait."  Well, you'd think that I had told her that I was going to kill her, because if she could get any louder, she did, and then she arched her back like some kind of gymnastics move.  Then it hit me...

How many times do we has God's children tell him, "NO this or NO that!" and then when the consequences come, we try to back track.  We throw temper tantrums, although they are often shrowded in "spiritual prayer requests", or framed by "seeking God.  What is really happening, if we are brutally honest with ourselves and others, is that we are in rebellion and simply need to obey Him.  I need to reflect on how I "arch my back and scream and God."  We should truly look at contentment and evaluate when we say, "No" to God.

Finally, Esther's "saviour" came to her rescue.  Daddy, got a new diaper and gently placed it on Esther and then took her in his arms to give her "cuddles and loves."  She needed to spend time with her daddy being loved and cared for and has since gone about her day happy and content.  Praise God for our saviour who loves us and wants to share His daddy with us.

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Saddening

The twins are EXTREMELY active, especially in the morning around 10:30. So today we took a walk to two different parks. On the way back from our adventures, I saw a whole group of people in dress clothes; ties and skirts and all. They looked wonderful and they even had some of their kids with them. But then I realized what they were doing. They were from a religious group and were knocking on people's doors to share their version of the gospel with people. I have to give it to them, they are definitely a persistent bunch. However, I found myself praying for them as I walked by. Then I began to think...How do we distinguish ourselves from them?
Are we so in love with Christ that we can't wait to tell everyone we meet.

I was on a plane ride from Argentina to Miami back in 1998. I was pleased to see that I had an isle seat on a VERY FULL flight. I placed my things up in the overhead bin and settled into my seat. Then I smelled it, the woman's perfume. I have a very sensitive nose and strong smells can give me a headache or make me nausious. Well, needless to say as the night flight wore on the strength of the perfume smell disapated and I was able to sleep a little bit. However about an hour and a half before landing in Miami, the woman got up to use the rest room. When she returned I was OVERWHELMED with a second perfume scent.

This has often brought back Bible passages that speak about being a sweet smelling aroma to the Lord. How about sharing Christ that way? Are we sharing Christ, but sharing Him in a way that is like wearing a little bit of perfume and not bathing in it? I for one want to be a pleasant aroma to those around me to allow people to see a difference in my life rather than being immediately put off by my scent before I even make it to their "front door."

Amundson Anthem April 2011

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A new experience...

"What is that SHARP pain on my left side?" I thought. "Maybe it's just gas. I'll try the bathroom. Ok, that wasn't it!!! WHAT IS THAT PAIN!! Dear Lord, PLEASE HELP ME!!!" FYI here - I have a VERY HIGH pain tollerance!! I gave birth to our 2 oldest children with very little pain med and no epidural. So when I react to pain, my whole family knows it's BAD!! It was 6:00 AM on Saturday, March 26th. I had planned to sleep in and Doug had planned to take a marathon training run, but that didn't happen!!! The shooting pain on my left midsection abruptly startled me awake. After only a few minutes of seeking to deal with the pain, I asked Doug to take me to the emergency room. We called friends and fellow missionaries who came to our rescue and loved on our kiddos. I crawled into the front seat of the car, and realized that that wasn't going to work. I HAD to lay down in the back seat. Doug drove quickly, yet causiously with his hazzards on. Since it was so early and there was very little traffic, he even ran some red lights. He even passed a police car while he ran one red light. As he drove he had to contend with me vomitting in the back seat and telling him to go slower over the MANY speed bumps we have in this city. I have no idea when we actually got to the hospital, but when we did the symptoms didn't improve until another dose of vomiting, many drugs in an IV, and FINALLY MORPHINE!!! After a CT scan they determined that I have kidney stones. (Yes I did use the correct verb, HAVE.) The one that was causing all of the pain was trying to leave my body by scratching it's way out. They saw 5 kidney stones. 3 on the left side (2 still in my kidneys and the one that was trying to leave.) and 2 in my right kidney. OK, so what to do....

1. Check me into the hospital. (Our Blue Cross Blue Shied covers 100% of all in patient stays over 24 hours.)


2. See the doctor and then determine the next course of action.

That next course of action had 3 options.

1. Pass the stone naturally.


2. Take out the stone surgically.


3. Use sound waves to try to break up the stone so it would pass in smaller pieces.

So we waited 24 hours so see if anything would happen and so that I could have meds to dull the pain.

Sunday came with no new results and due to the meds, I felt absolutely fine. So, now back to the options. Because we weren't for sure that any of the medical options would be fully paid for and we're so short on monthly support, we decided to wait again until Monday AM to call the insurance company and get approval for the needed procedure/surgery.

Monday AM - Doug called the insurance company and all would be paid for. Next step, determine whether I would qualify for the sound wave procedure to break up the stones. (The stones have to show up on an X-Ray to be eligible for this procedure.) Well, guess what... NONE of the 5 showed up on X-Ray, so we had eliminated option 3. Option 1 was a painful option and one that with twin 2 year olds really wasn't an option due to the sudden onslaught of pain that could occur with no one here to help me.

Therefore, we went ahead with option 2 and on Monday at 12:00 PM I had the stone trying to exit my body, removed. Was it painless? NO and I did it with very little pain meds. I wanted to stay awake for the process so that I wouldn't have to deal with the anesthesia's after effects, and have the chance of going home on Monday night. However, due to continued pain after the procedure I did have to stay the night on Monday.

Tuesday AM I was able to come home and see my little girls. It took a few more days to feel completely back to normal again and I still have some pain now and again, but for the most part, I am FINE.

I am thankful for MANY things including...

A Chilean friend who came and cleaned my house.

The 8 fellow ABWE missionaries who helped us by either watching the kids, making us a meal, or both during the past week.

Having GREAT insurance that has said they will pay for everything!!!

That for now the count is... 1 down 4 to go!

Amundson Anthem Febuary 2011

Our Newest Family Picture

On January 12th at 10:53 am Chilean time (2 hours ahead of EST), the adoption of our 2 newest children was completed. The oldest twin and our 2nd daughter officially became Elizabeth Ana (Eliana) Amundson and the youngest twin and our 3rd daughter officially became Esther Saye Amundson. We are so blessed and were truly blessed that day with others both Chilean and American sharing the special moment with us. Here is our most recent family picture.

Clockwise - Heather, Eliana, Esther, Doug, Hannah, Caleb